nobody said it was easy, and no one ever said it would be this hard.

1. pukul 8 masuk lab as usual.

2. semangat! wastewater dah prepare, shaker dah run sample, tup tap..

3. probe tak boleh on!

4. ha memang terbaik. kalau probe tak boleh on, dah mcam mana aku nak amek concentration ammonia aku?

5. hmm calibration dah sejam, nak amek concentration ammonia satu jam. experiment run tiga jam.

6. aku bajet pukul satu dah siap semua.

7. aku ada kelas pkul 2.

8. tup tap pukul 2 baru aku start amek reading ammonia concentration.

9. ha memangla aku sempat pergi kelas kan?

10. aku memanglah “suka” sangat ponteng kelas ni. ppffftt. dahla its the only time aku baca nota. erghh.

11. tengok sekarang dah kena baca nota at my own time. rather than paying attention in class and try to absorb everything. (walaupun mengantuk time kelas. standardlah student kan.)

12. banyak betul halangan.

takpelah, at least aku dapat amek 12 out of 87 readings yang aku perlukan. long way to go, but at least dah ada 12. alhamdulillah.

it’s not going to be easy, but it’ll be worth it.

to achieve something you never had, you’ll have to do things you never did.