random thought #1

is it possible to be in love with two people at the same time?

this suddenly occurred to me while i was scrolling down my news feed at fb. 

at first read, aku tak faham sepatah haram pun status ni. whats she/he saying la? not making any sense at all. tapi lepas aku dah prtsc ape sume...aku still tak faham.

the root of the problem is: how can you like someone else while liking someone else? honestly!

personally this has never happened to me. so maybe im in no position to be criticizing this, but i think my pov would be logical.

(what i am about to write refers to normal people, and doesn't apply to celebrity crushes like shim changmin or ian somerhalder or darren criss. just to name a few of mine.) or to divine powers seperti Allah swt, Rasulullah, para malaikat. these are different types of love.

so probably, these things happen because:

1. GATAL

memang manusia tak boleh lari dari mengusha/ternampak orang hot. but you are supposed to appreciate your partner. kenapa bile nampak orang hot terus rasa mcm nak kat orang tu. fine maybe orang tu pun usha kau jugak. so? be thankful je la that you have someone to appreciate you. why do you have to fall in love (or in like or admire, whatever) again - with another person? =,= please appreciate your partner. tak payah nak rasa mcm what if orang tu better untuk aku? hmpph. kalau nak rasa mcm tu baikla break dengan partner kau and takpayah be together in the first place. unless la partner ko tu memang takleh pakai. conclusion: takpayah garit sangat kalau nampak orang hot. sepatutnya your partner tu dah cukup hot untuk kau kot. =.='

kalau takde partner and single mingle, takpayah nak menggedik suka kat dua orang. i dont think its appropriate, thats all. if this is the issue, it just means salah seorang akan kecewa, and usually that person is the nicer of the two. yang lagi baik, yang macam dipergunakan. kesian tau. ko tak fikir ke feeling dorg. if you put them in a string...ko nak ape senanye? u want them, but senanye ko taknak. hampeh takleh nak buat desicion. kalau rasa taktau, biar je la. kalau ada jodoh die dtgla balik =.= (the more i write about this, the more annoyed i get)

lagi satu. kalau that person is attached to someone else, jangan nak menggatal explore your feelings towards each other. alih2 pegi rampas bestfren punye partner. ape cerr doh. ni sume kes selalu cerita problem. last2 terminat. aku taktau la bape kali aku dah jumpe kes ni. kalau single mingle xpe. ni partner bestie sendiri kot. dalam movie pun banyak. notice tak sebab die sume cam sama?

(getting more annoyed.)

2. BAJET HOT

when two persons seems to like you at the same time, memang ko akan rase camni. aku tak nafikan. langsung tak nafikan. tapi ko kena ingat, hotness ko tu boleh ditarik balik bila2 masa je. just like every other unique abilities yang ko ada (mengayat, menggedik, menggatal).

orang yang hot tak cakap/rasa pun dia hot. aku rasa ni adalah something yang sangat true. most of the time orang2 hot ni..tak memerlukan peminat yang ramai to justify that. 

and selalunya orang yang ramai peminat tak minat pun couple2 nih. aku senanye agak respek terhadap orang2 ni. and orang2 macam ni tak ramai. i've only seen a few precious gems. they can have anyone in the world..and from a long list of admirers too, but sometimes its never one of their concerns. maybe dorang rasa tak tertarik dengan any of the admirers kot?

ape2 hal pun, they never come across as bajet hot. they just come across as hot.

(feeling less annoyed.)

3. LACK OF ATTENTION

tak pernah dapat attention sangat, so bile ada attention from two distinct people..rasa macam, ni lah masanya!

ok fine alasan diterima. kesian jugak kalo macam ni yek. takpelah, kasi can.

but if it were me, i like the lack of attention. i feel soooo segan to be the center of attention. except for the right reasons. like dapat amek anc ke masa grad nanti. heheh

(feeling lazy to elaborate on this.)

4. BORED

"aku suke la kat die ni, hihi sweet sangat die."

"ohye? bagusla untuk kau."

"tapi kat die ni laaaagi aku suke. pemurah. hikhik."

"cop yang mane satu pakwe ko?"

"oh boyfren aku yang lain, tapi dia tu bosan la."

"la apesal."

"entah, dah lame sangat kot ngan die. mcm xde benda nak borak dah."

=,=

ok ok fine maybe ko mempermainkan perasaan orang lain just to have fun (jahatnye ko T_T)

but seriously?

u should be working out ways on how to make your current r/ship fun again, not working out ways on how to make r/ship with other people kotttt. why can't you think like thattttttt? cemane nak kawen niii. nanti dah kawen ko nak buat ape bile dah bosan? cheat on your hubby/wife? boleh masuk neraka tau. (sebab isteri selalu kena dengar ckp suami kalau tak dosa.)

5. NATURAL PLAYBOY/GIRL

"weh jom lepak."

"malam ni ade hal la, awek aku ajak dinner."

"takpe esok futsal."

"esok awek bukit bintang plak."

"lusa?"

"lusa awek petaling plak nak blanje."

"awek indon xde ke nak bagi kat aku? gred acha septriasa punya."

"betul2? kena cepat"

"ko xde kerja lain ke sengal."

orang2 macam ni..aku taktau nak cakap ape. aku rasa dorg ade problem. or just very hard to deny good looks and appealing attitudes. sebaik tak pernah terjebak. (sebab aku tak hot pun. alhamdulillah. hehehe)

6. TERLEBIH KASIH SAYANG (sarcastic.)

this means you have an overload of kasih sayang to give. ko tak penat nak melayan more than one person, and ko tak rasa guilty pun. you're just so full of loveeeee. i have no idea what causes this. nor do i wanna know.

7. UNFOCUSED / TAKDE KERJA LAIN

takde assg nak kena submit, xde overtime nak direbut, takde parents untuk dibanggakan, takde agama untuk dipentingkan.

kau memang xde kerja kan?

(slightly annoyed.)

this is what happens when i see something i dont like. even though there is a bit of positivity (lack of attention  punya point.) but the rest is just me feeling annoyed. this writing xde kena mengena dengan sape2 yang aku kenal. just random thoughts. (:

COP! what if the status i printscreened is actually a hadith?

:/